I heard a song on the radio,
It reminded me of you,
I heard the words so soft and slow,
They only made me blue.
I heard your voice in my sleep last night,
It gave me some more hope,
I heard you say “I don’t want to fight”,
Those words hung me like a rope.
I looked up at the stars and prayed,
That you would soon be mine,
I looked at the moon and saw your face,
It said we still need time.
I looked out my window to see the rain,
Stream down just like my tears,
I looked and all I saw was pain,
You’re so far yet you’re so near.
I wished on a falling star and sighed,
‘Cause I want you to know how I feel,
I wished but I could only cry,
Tell me how to make my heart heal.
I wished only for your happiness,
Instead of for your love,
I wished to stop missing your kiss,
But still it’s not enough.
I told myself I hated you,
I knew it was just a lie,
I told myself “If she only knew,
Without her I want to die”.
I told myself to move on,
Naturally it ripped me apart,
Told myself my feelings were gone,
But still, I love you with all my heart |